Love Your Self

No pervs cause I swear I will go off on you. I've never really felt comfortable with my body. Every since I was young I had bigger breast then the girls in school, and bigger thighs and it bugged me. I never gain or lose weight. But something that has always bugged me is my stretch mark scars. I was born with the stretch marks, both my brother and mother have them. If you look at my hips you can see very faint line as I tan the lighter they are, more visible; and unfortunately I tan very easy with 2 hours in the pool I will have a dark and very visible tan lines all because I consist of French, Italian and Spanish; which I absolutely love. But this year (2013) has been a really bad and hard year for me. I started concentrating on my body more and pretty much bullied my self. I found my self eating less and less, but don't worry I never starved my self to the point of getting sick. when I got hungry I'd eat something however it wasn't big, I never really had big meals. About a month ago I realized what I was doing and started to take action in fixing it. I've gotten better however it is till hard to eat big meals with more then just one thing on my plate because for so long I ate so small. But I've come to the point where my body hasn't changed for almost 4 years if anything I've slimmed out a bit because when I entered High School I decide to eat healthier so I did cut down on the soda and drank water, threw away the chips and ate a banana. I fell like if I didn't catch my self I would have gotten in really deep and wouldn't have been able to pull my self out and if so it would be so much more difficult. So to reward my self I decide to by a nice bikini bathing suit that did a job of holding up my breast, which makes me feel so much more comfortable. So just be you, it's not worth ruining your body to try to be someone else cause no matter how hard you try you'll never be that person.